Thursday, November 24, 2016

Separation Anxiety

Top: Forever 21 | Dress: Miss Selfrdige | Sandals: H&M
Watch: Swatch | Bag: Coach
Lips: Tarte Amazonian Lip Butter in Plummy Rose

Leaving and moving on are difficult. When you've become so accustomed to the people around you, when you've become so comfortable in your environment, it makes separation a challenge. I mentioned in my previous post that I made a big decision towards the end of October and now my time with the people and environment I am so familiar with is nearing its end. I will separate with them soon and it honestly breaks my heart. But I have to think of my future and the new challenges that I will face. It is scary but exciting at the same time.
I was never good with separating from people who are close to my heart. It makes me feel sad and lonely and heartbroken. My previous work was easy because I hated my job. Bridges were burned too which made leaving and separating easy (not everyone I met though because I am still in contact with some of them). But this time, I finally found my place and found what I enjoy doing. I can see myself doing this for a long time. But being with this organization has its cons. There is no perfect organization, I get that. However, the one I am joining soon can give me things that this current one can't. Should I build my own family soon I will need those things. It is hard to separate from the work that you enjoy and from the people you like to work with but things have to be done. Sooner or later I will have to move on to grow and expand my horizon. I will be sad but the new challenge that awaits excites me. I will miss this place a lot, yes, but I am also excited for the new challenge.
Wish me luck!






31 comments :

  1. Beautiful dress, you look very lovely:)
    kisses

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  2. You look so divine dear!

    THE PINK ELEPHANT SHOE //

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  3. The unknown is always a bit scary especially if you're going to be away from your loved ones. I think these situations can only make us grow, I'm sure you'll be fine Jenn.
    Really lovely pictures. Your dress s so pretty :)
    Have a great rest of th week.
    xo
    Sauniya | Find Your Bliss ♡

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  4. U look so pretty so fragile:) i like it:) follow:) now waiting for U:)

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  5. That you said touch my heart....happy happy life and excited experience... All good for you
    Kisses

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  6. Oh, I know what you mean! For me it is also very hard to live separated from the people I love ... but I know you are not only very strong but also beautiful!
    xx from Bavaria/Germany, Rena
    www.dressedwithsoul.com

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  7. Good luck, dear! Everything will turn out great for you :)
    xx
    LA VEINE

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  8. It's never easy to make a decision because now I am one of those people who have to make a decision!

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  9. Beautiful dress! Cute photos!
    Have a nice new week!
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  10. Perfect photos!
    xoxo
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  11. Good luck with the new challenge, I can imagine taking on a new challenge isn't always easy .

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  12. Good luck! I can understand how taking new challenges may seem daunting and difficult, but with time I think you will be okay. Change is really hard, and I always think of Robert Frost's poem The Road Not Taken when I have to make big life decisions. But it seems like you've really thought things out, and the choice you made will benefit you in the long run. I think you will do great :)

    ~Andrea Tiffany~
    aglimpseofglam.blogspot.com

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  14. Good luck! I think changes can't be easy, I know it too but it's great that you made a decision and take steps. :)
    I love your little dress.
    xoxo, Szandi
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  15. Change can hard but it sometimes necessary in order to grow. Thanks for sharing.
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  16. I agree. As they say, change is the only thing constant in this world.

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  17. You are right. It will never be easy at first. But once you acclimatize with your new surroundings, things will start to feel like in their right place.

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  18. Thank you for your kind words. Wish me luck in my new endeavor!

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  19. Thank you! I really need that. I am scared but excited at the same time!

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  20. Yes, making decisions are never easy. Oh wow, I didn't realise you are in the same situation. Would you like to share?

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  21. Thank you! I hope so.

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  22. Thank you for your nice words. It is. I love the people I am working with that it scares me if I will feel the same with the new people I have to work with. But I am excited to meet new people and expand my knowledge in that new environment.

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  23. Thank you for your wonderful words. Wish me luck!

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  24. Thank you! Followed.

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  25. Thank you for your support. Yes, I am scared but the thought of meeting new people excites me.

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